If you could go back and change one event in your life (or un-say one thing you wish you'd never said), what would you choose, and why?
i once had the most amazing friend by my side
he was all id ever wanted, all id ever dreamed of in a best friend, and even partner wise?... but any ways i was so young and such a slut i pushed him away with my harsh and perverted words ugh. and i was not there for him when he needed me, or cried for help.
i had him by my side for a while at work,
but it was like that whole time is a blur to me?
and now i feel like ill never really know him again...
i do not know him any more.
but he is still
all ive ever wanted
all ive ever dreamed of
to this day
but im just not going to wait.
im sooo leaving this freaking place = : )
so maybe it is for the best
besides i do not see a likeness in my character, compared to his... at all anymore.
and i do not think i ever want to see who he really is either.