If you could go back and change one event in your life (or un-say one thing you wish you'd never said), what would you choose, and why?
I love you and consider you to be a friend to S. Because she wasn't one. Not really. Mind, the same is true for M., he might have been a lover, but he wasn't a friend.
Recongnizing and acknowledging this in time would have helped my heart to stay healthy and I wouldn't still have to deal with the aftermath of this.