Probably leaning more towards Saturday at the moment. xD I can choose to either do something fun (biking, spending time with friends, watching jdrama, watching Criminal Minds, watching amusing cartoons, watching movies) or catch up on sleep. x3
Конечно, в мире должен царить мир и любовь,но геи и лесбиянки-это те,кого я,как раз таки, никогда не пойму. Это противоестественно!Это ужасно! Это противно! Я не могу их принять и понять,меня легче убить
оправдывать их почти тоже самое,что оправдывать педофилов.А что такого!? Разве они виноваты,что их тянет и они ТАК любят детей!?
вообще,считаю,что нормальные люди не могут быть нетрадиционной ориентации,у них,видимо,нелады с психикой.
И да,я гомофобка,но это сугубо мое мнение
Снежки! И с горки кататься! Или все это вместе!
А еще,снеговиков обожала лепить! Помню, мы с мамой сделали красавца-снеговика,я ему даже вместо носа морковь воткнула,ушли на минут пять за ведерком. Вышли,а его уже разрушили и морковь стибрили!Это было самое подлое! Это было вообще обидно. 100% мальчишки или какие то пьяные ублюдки.Надеюсь,их трехдневной диареей прошибло
Детская травма на всю жизнь)
Все.Это совершенно отдельный,не связанный с материальным, мир!
Он тонкий как хрусталь, задевает все струны души и сердца. Заставляет трепетать и летать! Это первая любовь, мечты,сомнения, вселенская грусть и мировая радость. В ней можно найти себя или потерять! Раствориться и плавать. Это не передать словами. Музыка-это жизнь.
The worry is that the government may just ignore what the people have to say and implement it anyway. But that is not what I ultimately fear. What I fear is that if this bill is implemented, is that a large majority of people will be far too placid and simply shrug it off and try to (once again) 'adjust to the system', since they hate standing out due to lack of courage. If this bill passes, my hope is that there will be a global revolt in retaliation to the passing of this bill. This bill is easily exploited, and you are a fool if you believe that the government will not exploit this bill to their benefit. Twice the fool if you think that people who have government positions do not exploit its laws to their own benefit.
Once more, no. And forevermore, no. This bill should not get passed.
Saturday - because I have my Programming practicals on this day
Sunday - I like preparing for a new week
Monday - no lecture every Monday
My biggest fear used to be dying....I used to think about it when I was young and it would terrify me. I feel that over time and while in Iraq, I came face to face with death and it strengthened me. I am no longer afraid to die.
More recently, Ive been afraid of my Father passing away. Which has grown tremendously since he fell ill almost 2 years ago. Ive always known that he would die eventually and I always kind of figured he would go relatively young...early 50s. But since being diagnosed with Hep C and it being so far gone that there was little they could do...its kind of been a waiting game. I know the news of me having a kid was a big reason for him to hang on and physically fight harder and since she is here, I can tell that it really keeps him going. But it also takes a huge toll on his health. Watching her all the time and worrying about her and the added stress of my turmoils. Its alot on him. Not to mention my stepmom who doesnt help matters. But through it all, he has maintained a level head and good spirits. I know he has accepted death and isnt scared. Although, I am worried about his eternal salvation. But today...he called me and told me they found a tumor....either on his liver or his kidney. He goes next friday to a specialist to find out more. The upsetting part is that his liver is already too far gone from the Hep C to really be able to do anything about it. And now my uncle too is sick from Hep C and diabetes. They are the only family I have left. Its scary to feel so alone in the world.
My biggest now...would be being alone in the world. Seriously. I screw everything good in my life up and Ive lost my family; Sonya and Brooklyn. And I know Brooklyn will always be here for me...its her mother that is keeping her from me and that kills me. and Im really beginning to believe I am a bad father and wont ever be good. It terrifies me and keeps me up at night.
And then losing my father and uncle. And truly being alone. wow. I could go on and on. but I wont.
Saturday. It's my ME day. The one day I get to relax. I sleep late - about noon-ish. When I do wake up, I order breakfast/lunch from my favourite deli and get it delivered. I usually stay in bed and watch all the TV shows I've downloaded that week (Grey's Anatomy, Bones, Private Practice, etc). Then around 6-ish, I hop in the shower and start getting ready to go out for the night.
When I was younger and taking dance I used to take Acro on Thursdays and it just sort of became my favorite day. Funnily enough I really had no talent for it and much preferred ballet in my last couple years but I guess I really did enjoy it at one point. I'd still consider it my favorite day just because there was some meaning there at one point. I still get kind of happy when my birthday lands on a Thursday though I was actually born on a Tuesday apparently. Cool. Coolcoolcool.
Also, now after watching Supernatural and discovering Castiel is the angel of Thursday, I have yet another reason to like the day.
And Balthazar might technically be the Demon of Friday(/Venus)? Interesting.
I actually have two biggest fears~
2. Losing the people I care about.
While it might not seem like it, I am a perfectionist. If I am going to do something it HAS to be done right and has to measure up to my expectations as well as the expectations of others. Every so often, I end up seeing an aspect of my life as a complete failure. When I
~Losing the people I care about~
Now, I don't just fret about my loved ones succumbing to their untimely death. I mean, don't get me wrong, I worry about that... but I'm worried about losing them in any way possible. Like my (ex?) best friend Ashley... I lost her due to a major mistake I made (won't go into detail here): that was one of my worst fears realized and it hurt even more than I was afraid it would. So... yeah... me losing someone means that they're not in my life, anymore, no matter the form of their departure. :/
(and, yes, I am afraid of the dark)
When I was in grade school, Thursday was the last day of being serious in class. Sometimes the subjects would lag or be boring and the anticipation of the weekend would be so distracting.
Thursday night is also the night where I least expect anything to occur. Nothing has been planned since it is a weekday. There is still school or work the next day. But if anything happened for it to be a no-class or no-work day, then it was a good day to just chill and catch up on some movies. Maybe even have a TV show marathon which would be on my mind all day on Friday (if I had class).
Thursday is fun. =)
Я мечтаю , что мы уедем,ненадолго не навсегда,,,
,Понимаю, что обязательства
Не отпустят тебя никогда,
,,Там где море ласкает камни,
там где замки врастают в песок,,,
Там где пальмы трогают небо
и висит от сандала смог,,,
Ну, а хочешь уедем в тундру
ну, а хочешь в сибирский лес,,,
я хочу чтобы смех в телефоне
хоть на месяц , совсем исчез ,,,
И возможно ещё труднее
возвращаться потом домой,
Просто хочется быть единственной ,
Просто хочется быть с тобой,
Январский отдых от коллег и офиса я проведу с семьей дома. Буду общаться с друзьями и природой.
3. My friends dying
4. Ghosts/Demons/ Paranormal stuff
5. Outer space, which is completely diffrent from aliens
8. the dark
9. God(working on this >.>)
I have alot of fears that compete for my biggest fear XD
I'm so freaking paranoid its not even funny<333