December 27th, 2011

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

I already have so, yes.

But there's plastic surgery and there's plastic surgery. There's corrective surgery and there's elective vanity surgery. 

I'll probably have plastic surgery at least once more in my life. I have a 25% deviated septum and it's starting to bother me more and more. I'll probably have that taken care of before I die.
Would you consider having plastic surgery?
  • ashuwa

Вопрос дня: Человек года

Кто стал для меня "Человеком года-2011"? Сложный вопрос. Год был насыщенный событиями. Попробую составить своеобразный топ. Места в нем будут равнозначные. Итак...

  • Самуэль Это'о. Игрок променявший миланский "Интернационале" на махачкалинский "Анжи" заслуживает внимания. Я видел его лично. При чем в тот момент, когда этот игрок проявил свои человеческие чувства. Он доказал, что у него есть сердце. Это великий игрок. То, что за его игрой можно наблюдать в нашем чемпионате-прекрасно.
  • Муаммар Каддафи. Все наблюдали арабские революции, апогеем которых стали Ливийские события. Лидера "Джамахирии" можно любить или ненавидеть, его можно называть героем, в одиночку сражавшемся с "силами Запада" или звать презренным диктатором, десятилетиями тиранившем свой народ... Точек зрения много, но факт состоит в том, что равнодушно относиться к этой личности нельзя.
  • Алексей Навальный. Непонятно откуда взявшийся на политической арене лидер оппозиции. Блоггер. Странная личность. Смутная. Опасная. Интересно будет наблюдать за его шагами в политике. Сильно раздражает его националистическая позиция.
  • Стив Джоббс. Создатель Apple ушел. Личность ставшая культовой. Человек надкусивший яблоко.
  • Кейт Миддлтон и принц Чарльз. За их бракосочетанием наблюдал весь мир, как за финалом чемпионата мира по футболу. Интерес грандиозный.
  • Леонель Месси и Криштиану Роналду. Их игра завораживает. Их дуэль-величайшая в современном футболе. В этом году, они-лучшие в этом виде спорта.

Это мой небольшой топ. У каждого своё мнение, може я забыл кого-то включить сюда, потом вспомню. Но на данную минуту, эти личности кажутся мне наиболее значимыми в 2011 году.

лес

Вопрос дня: Дедушка Мороз

Чтобы в один день исчезли все границы и все государства, перемешались все расы и религии, исчезли деньги, и чтобы люди относились друг другу как близкие друзья, каждый к каждому. А все остальное уже приложиться. Жаль что сказка.
О чем Вы хотели бы попросить Деда Мороза?
The_green_vixen

Вопрос дня: Кино

Какой известный Вам римейк фильма оказался лучше оригинала?
Как ни странно, американский римейк фильма "Пульс" мне понравился куда больше оригинала. Может быль потому, что настроение у меня было не приспособлено в тот момент для просмотра атмосферных азиатских ужастиков, то ли потому что оригинал действительно был достаточно нудный. Так или иначе, ни тот, ни другой варианты особо не запомнились сюжетно.
purple night woods

Writer's Block: Winter vacation

Necessity: send 3 job applications. I need to get a job. Been unemployed for way too long!

Fresh Start: Clean out and organise my room. Maybe that'll give me a boost of energy.

Indulgence: Buy myself a new item of clothing. In the sales... will probably be a coat, which sounds more like a necessity, but hey staying cosy in winter is an indulgence!

... and that isn't one thing! More a list to focus myself, which I'm willing to allow myself =)
Share one thing you’d like to accomplish before the end of the year.

Writer's Block: Bah Humbug Day!

Okay, Rant time

I am fed up with people telling me that I can't like car racing and cars because I am a girl. SO WHAT! I love football, cars, rodeos and other 'boy' stuff. Stop thinking I have to be like a girl. Jesus christ! I hate being a girl because I can't love male things without being told that I am a girl and I AM NOT ALLOWED TO!

WHY THE HELL AM I NOT ALLOWED TO LIKE THINGS I LOVE?! I wish I was a boy and you guys have driven me into wanting to be transgendered so you will get off my back about being more 'girly'
traveller

Writer's Block: Winter vacation

I'd like
Share one thing you’d like to accomplish before the end of the year.
to accomplish? I'd like to be married. Bear with me on this one. It is, I have to admit, perfectly achievable, especially if one is prepared to sacrifice 'quality' in order to achieve it. (by quality, I of course mean quality of relationship, not quality of individual, should anyone percieve that to be in any way misogynistic.) The reality is that, above consideration being observed, it won't happen. But this isn't about what will be achieved (I will, for example, have grown older, eaten more food, earned money) but what is desired.
 I've been on a rather messy road towards it for many years, as, unwittingly or otherwise, most of us have been or are. There's still an indefinite length of road ahead of me, and the visibility is such that it's impossible to tell whether it's a smooth, open, tarmacked highway or a rutted path full of potholes and obstructions. But now, in contrast to previously, it feels like something that should be achieved. I am, as it were, ready for it, and rather like preparing a meal for guests who have been unavoidably detained, there's a sense of champing at the bit. The preparation of the meal has been done (the bashing around through life, the chaotic learning processes that enable us to function reasonably well as individuals in the world, the string of ill-starred relationships that hone one's ability to identify the partner most suited to us) and now it's sitting around and waiting for the second party to turn up so we can settle down and get 'stuck in', to employ an unsubtle and frivolous phrase. There's much to be done when they turn up before getting to the jumping-off-the-dock stage, and that's the next exciting bit. A different road, with better scenery, as it will be witnessed by two pairs of eyes, and therefor doubly rich- but the road is no less even or easy to travel than the first solitary expedition, and nor should it be- for what is the worth of a distant goal if it's a doddle to get there?
 I won't be there by this time next year, depsite what Yahoo! News might urge to the contrary with their questionable suggestion that 2012 is the year to get married. I mean, honestly. But with quiet interest I'm watching the peripheral elements fall into place, and only the core element is missing. I asked for it for Christmas, but sadly the shops had sold out.

Вопрос дня: Что нам готовит 2012?

Чего вы ждёте от Нового 2012-го года?
Кажется уже ничего. Радует, что такое со мной впервые, но не радует, что это все-таки произошло- от Нового года не прет((
а раньше это был мой любимый праздник...
Грязные танцы
  • jelly2

Вопрос дня: Кино

Какой известный Вам римейк фильма оказался лучше оригинала?
"Сыщик" с Джудом Лоу и Майклом Кейном понравился значительно больше, чем "Сыщик" с Майклом Кейном и Лоуренсом Оливье.

Кстати, надо пересмотреть. Шедевральное кино.
Муми-тролль

Вопрос дня: Кино

Какой известный Вам римейк фильма оказался лучше оригинала?


"Двое - это слишком" с Бандерасом лучше "Близнеца" с Ришаром.
И еще "Оскар" со Сталлоне лучше "Оскара" с Луи де Фюнесом. Я не так люблю голливудское кино, чтобы им льстить специально, я честно говорю свое мнение.

Writer's Block: Winter vacation

I'd like to prove to my mother that I love her, so much.

I was an ungrateful brute growing up. I ignored her for my father, seeking his favor more because he was always kinder to me.He left my mother to crack the whip. She was always known as the "witch" because of the punishments that she inflicted upon me.

But the one and only time my father beat me unconscious, she was the one who stayed by my side, whispering sweet nothings and rubbing lotion over the red welts. When I woke from my stupor, it was my mother who was sitting next to me, with a box of chocolates in one hand and a moist towel in the other. Even though I have felt her heavy hand more, that one time will stay with me forever.

Age has taken it's toll on her. Her once long and lustrous Indian hair has fallen out and been replaced with shades of gray. Her face has lost it's sharp angles and succumbed to an indefinite amount of wrinkles. But she is still beautiful to me. Time has stolen my mothers beauty, but not her wit.

I am my mother's daughter. The pretense of patience cannot hide my stubbornness nor the flaring temper that is often lit by my mother herself. Jokingly, my dad calls it the "Matan temper", but it is no joke. The Matan women have tempers that send the smallest of ants seeking shelter. When let loose, I can rip people to shreds in mere seconds, depending on how much I want to hurt.
My poor, darling mother has often been at my mercy in this sense. While she can do the same, she has the strength to let me rage as I will, knowing in her heart that I regret everything I say the second it leaves my mouth.

When will I learn? When will I learn to control myself the way she does? My word vomiting isn't something I have control over. When I'm angry, it spews forth. It's like the latch that normally filters my thoughts momentarily breaks and no matter how horrid the thought, it comes out anyway.

But, I'm getting better. I'm taking baby steps into my mothers arms again. It is no secret that we have a strained relationship. On Christmas day, we were left at home and I did something I haven't done in ages.
I let my mother hold me.
I stayed in my mother's arms for hours, talking. I talked about my friends, my dreams, the person I might be in love with, and the books I was currently reading. I am bigger than my mother, but I felt so small in her arms.... small and safe.
I don't know when it was, but I fell asleep after becoming tired from talking. I woke up, still in her arms, listening to her heartbeat and her rhythmic breathing and I yearned to make her know how much I loved her, how much I really appreciated her. 

There are some things that we cannot change in this lifetime, and I can never change my mother, nor do I want to.
So please, God, give me this. Help me find a way to show her that despite the years of neglect and hardship, her only daughter asks for nothing but something to give back. I don't want her to be sick anymore. I don't want her to hurt anymore. I don't want her on anymore medication. Please, all I am asking you for, is to make my mother well again.
Please. 

I know that the danger of losing her is far behind us, and I thank you for that.
But it's painful for me to know that my mother lives with a constant pain that I cannot help her with. I see her limping from place to place, I see the pain in her face and every part of me wants to help but I can't.
Perhaps that is the most painful part. Knowing that I cannot do anything.

So this once, help me.
Share one thing you’d like to accomplish before the end of the year.

Вопрос дня: Человек года

Навальный, думаю. Я не разделяю на все сто его взгляды. Ну так это, наверное, и не нужно при определении "Человека года". В своем роде он прекрасен, харизматичен, очарователен. Его хочется слушать, за ним хочется идти, с ним хочется дружить. Я давно не помню в России человека столь яркого, столь смелого и столь воодушевляющего. Зло или добро он принесет стране, пока неизвестно. В любом случае мы теряем немного. На мой взгляд, и сейчас в гавне полном. Поэтому перемен бояться не стоит, все будет как в песне Шнура: "Разве было пиздато, разве стало хуево?"

Вопрос дня: Что нам готовит 2012?

Ждать ярких разочарований нету смысла мне кажется) Думаю в 2012 году необходимо раскрасить бывшие) а создавать жизненный цикл опять придётся импровизируя))) Будем ждать,что повезёт с красивыми новыми красками)
Чего вы ждёте от Нового 2012-го года?
!!!!!!

Вопрос дня: Кино

Какой известный Вам римейк фильма оказался лучше оригинала?


Из американских, по-моему, Кинг-Конг. А вот наши, мягко говоря, не удались. Мало было раскрашивания старых шедевров, пошли дальше, сняли римейки на классику советского кино (хоть и немного надоевшего, но всё же). Верхом идиотизма российского кинематографа будет, например, "Веселые ребята 3D".
keywork

Writer's Block: Winter vacation

What are you afraid of?
One thing I would like to accomplish...

Forgetting.

I'm almost there. I've almost entirely moved on. It helps that I have something new and completely unrelated and different to take up my time. There are no reminders, which helps me forget the past.

Two real down sides, though.

- I've almost forgotten who you used to be.

- The other four are getting restless, fearing being forgotten. All the time it's just one while the others are forced to sit and watch. It's hard for them.

On the brighter side, though, it means that it will be much easier for you. I am too busy thinking of everything new to notice all the old reminders of those bad times. I am not who I was and you can never be who you were. Maybe we can now finally start again as new people.

Doctor Who

Writer's Block: Winter vacation

Share one thing you’d like to accomplish before the end of the year.


Organise my costume for Rocky Horror NYE. :D
And write something into my new 2012 diary.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY ♥
I hope you all had a fab day! My day was really nice, lunch at my aunt's was good and seeing all my cousins at my grandparents' place was good too. I received money, a book of Borges' writings, Mario Kart for Wii and THIS



(Sorry for the photo quality, but you get the idea). Heee. I had no idea I was receiving this, so I was pretty happy. IT'S A WOODEN CAT. It serves no other purpose but to sit on my chest of drawers looking lovely. Hoo-rah!

Also look at my sister's car!!!

ISN'T HE ADORABLE XD

Moving along, today was also a good day - work from 12.45-8.15 with awesome pay made missing the Doctor Who Xmas special almost worth it. But I saw it afterwards with my dad and WEEE IT WAS WONDERFUL. So now I am a happy Maddy!

Anyway, I shall leave it there as it is late. But I hope you all had a marvellous Christmas!! xoxo
keywork

Writer's Block: Winter vacation

Share one thing you’d like to accomplish before the end of the year.
One thing I would like to accomplish...

Forgetting.

I'm almost there. I've almost entirely moved on. It helps that I have something new and completely unrelated and different to take up my time. There are no reminders, which helps me forget the past.

Two real down sides, though.

- I've almost forgotten who you used to be.

- The other four are getting restless, fearing being forgotten. All the time it's just one while the others are forced to sit and watch. It's hard for them.

On the brighter side, though, it means that it will be much easier for you. I am too busy thinking of everything new to notice all the old reminders of those bad times. I am not who I was and you can never be who you were. Maybe we can now finally start again as new people.

Вопрос дня: Кино

"Город Ангелов",однозначно, с Николасом Кейджем и Мэг Райан.А из самых провальных могу назвать "Жестокие игры 2".
Какой известный Вам римейк фильма оказался лучше оригинала?

Вопрос дня: Кино

"Сваты". Без стрельбы и убийств, без постельных сцен, без гламура и богатых, которые тоже плачут... Хороший добрый фильм про ОБЫЧНЫХ людей, снятый очень корректно, с чувством юмора.И, что немаловажно, его смотрят дедушки-бабушки, мамы-папы, дети, внуки

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Would you consider having plastic surgery?
I have lost a lot of weight (100#'s) so I have a lot of loose skin on my upper arms and my tummy. It sucks because I have to wear clothes that are bigger because of all of my excess skin. So, YES, if I had the money, I would have a full middle body lift and my arms too. Anybody want to make my dreams come true and help out finacially? LOL!

Вопрос дня: Кино

Какой известный Вам римейк фильма оказался лучше оригинала?
смотрите сайт  ссылкуhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3nXMxgDa6Sg возможно это лучшее по поводу эксплуатации второй сигнальной и ее развития,но для них смотрите и http://kdd-d.narod2.ru/
Главная/Сайт обо мне и блог подготовка к пониманию нормирования 

http://dmitrydi.blogspot.com

самостоятельно не исползуйте советуйтесь со специалистом закончившим медицинский институт и работавшим врачем
  • Current Music
    классика

Writer's Block: Talent show

What is something you do well?


I read really well, I read fast, and I remember what I've read.
I'm also good at ferreting out obscure bits of information that often make the difference between me simply remaining a talented beginner or someone on her way to becoming an expert. Knowledge is the key to success in many things and persistance helps me find it.

I also sew and do ceramics quite well.

One thing I'm really good at is figuring out how to do something in an alternate way.
Since I never did manage to learn to throw really large pots on the wheel, I learned to either hand-build ceramic items or I modified mold-cast greenware to make what I wanted to make. I can do the same thing when I'm sewing: I modify patterns, change necklines and sleeves and add other touches here and there to make it unique.

Вопрос дня: Кино

Какой известный Вам римейк фильма оказался лучше оригинала?



Очень много таких фильмов....

Например : "Лицо со шрамом" , "Бесславные ублюдки" , "Игра Риппли", " 12 " Михалкова явно лучше оригинала.

Это только то, что сразу приходит на ум.
screw u

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Would you consider having plastic surgery?
I almost did years ago.  My mother was considering having her left breast reconstructed (she was coming up on her 20 year anniversary of remission) and I was going to get a reduction.  She wanted to do it at the same time and I thought that was great.  The only reason that we ended up not doing it was because she was physically unable to go through the type of surgery that she wanted.  There are a few reconstruction surgery and the one that she wanted was just not an option, due to her tendency to bleed a lot any time she's cut open and her various medication allergies.  I chose not to go through with it without my mommy.  <3

Вопрос дня: Кино

Фильм "На западном фронте без перемен" 1930 года гораздо хуже фильма, снятого по одноименному роману в 1979.
Какой известный Вам римейк фильма оказался лучше оригинала?
  • cade92

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Would you consider having plastic surgery?
Personally no, but that doesn't mean that one shouldn't get it. If you feel discomfort in your own body and feel like you should fix something, then you should. When people say it's messed up or you should love yourself for how you look they may not understand it. We all have things we want to change about ourselves, like loosing weight or bleaching teeth. If they permit themselves to do something like that, than they should understand completely what it's like to have something about yourself to change.
  • arago41

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Yes I want a breast reduction. If you had to lug around these boobs 24/7 you would want one to. Let along trying to find a good bra that doesn't cost a arm and leg. Just because I have big boobs doesn't mean I don't have a brain which it seems like most people think.  It would be nice for guys to look me in the eyes not at my boobs. Hey guys I am only 5 feet tall I know what you are looking at.  Sorry no pictures!
Would you consider having plastic surgery?
dragon

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Would you consider having plastic surgery?


Sure, if I ever got maimed. There's a level of normalcy that I would prefer to make social interaction go easily.

Elective surgery to tweak this and that, I used to think about it. But it seems wrong to shell out for that when there are so many better uses for that money. Get a nose job or fund a classroom in Haiti for a week, you know?
Bernard the Elf
  • kimuro

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Would you consider having plastic surgery?
No. My physical problems are due to weight and age, not body "defects" or accident. And even with those two considerations, I am remarkably in proportion in feature and figure, truly blessed. Cosmetic surgery for no other reason than to correct defects is highly disturbing in my opinion.

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Would you consider having plastic surgery?
dermabrasion

i'd say lipo but i'd get a lap-band before that. and i don't remotely qualify for a lap-band, but jeez all the obese people get to have the fun.

when i get wrinkly i'd just opt for a bit of suicide or find a doctor who will prescribe me tons of sedatives so i can forget i'm old. face-lifts always look weird. maybe a breast lift when my tits sag.

i'm against decieving people into thinking you're more attractive than you really are (inb4: makeup is deceptive, if you cake it on it is) so no nosejobs and shit but when you're menopausal, nothing wrong with fixing a few things that are falling apart. your money, your life.
febo

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Would you consider having plastic surgery?


Yes, I would consider it, but probably never go through with it.

Ironically, last night some friends commented that I have a small nose, though I tend to think my nose is large and I don't really like it. I would also be more than happy to have lots of cosmetic dentistry done. And of course there's the liposuction....

I have good shins. Those are the only things about me I quite like!

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Would you consider having plastic surgery?
It depends on the success rate, the certification, experience of the MDs, how long the recovery period would be, the cost...

But if it was free with minimal side effects/recovery period then absolutely!!  A tummy tuck, liposuction, possiblya boob lift...but nothing with the face.  I wouldn't risk having part of my face paralyzed for that.

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Never god gave me this body and it is mine. no one else looks like me. Imperfections and all it is mine. Unless it was for health reasons like reconstructive surgery, cosmetic surgery is never an option for me. 
People who do it should not be looked down upon but for me, I would not

Equis
Would you consider having plastic surgery?
phone, happy

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

When I was a little younger, I used to really want plastic surgery.  I felt that I wasn't able to improve myself and had very little self-confidence.  Over the past few years, my desire for surgery has gone away completely.  I worked on having a better attitude about myself and made improvements on my own.

I have nothing against other people getting it, but I ruled it out for myself.  :)
Would you consider having plastic surgery?

Writer's Block: Winter vacation - what would you like to accomplish?

I'd like to finish my manuscript The Sword And The Wolf, and sell it. Okay, that's two things. In fact, I have three things - I'd really, really like to get a speaker gig at the Centre for Youth Literature or the Melbourne Writers' Festival or both!
Share one thing you’d like to accomplish before the end of the year.
хома
  • hom2012

Вопрос дня: радулиха

друзья! не секрет, что прписавшиеся в топах жулики-пропагандисты-на-зарплате регулярно обсираются по тому или иному поводу. после чего, заглянув в памятку прпагандиста и прочтя сакральное: &quot;обосрался? заткни нос и продолжай&quot; весело отключают коменты, дабы граждане не имели площадки для публичного макания кисы в собственные испражнения.<br />на этой неделе уже и др. и кандилаке и (седня) радулиха непобрезговали нерукоподатными методами огораживания.&nbsp;<br />но метод на их хитрую жопу есть!<br />видите на главной ококошечко: вопрос дня? с какой-нибудь дежурной хуетой? О!<br /><br />туда-то и пишем нашим застенчивым засранцам коменты. и читаем. и радуемсо свободе слова!<br /><br />сегодня на повестку дня вынесло тетю наташу, мастерицу политминета ртом:<br /><a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/hom2012/pic/00017e5t/"><img alt="" height="184" src="http://pics.livejournal.com/hom2012/pic/00017e5t" style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-top-style: solid; border-right-style: solid; border-bottom-style: solid; border-left-style: solid" width="224" /></a><br />мое мнение уже там, в вопросахдня на главной!&nbsp;
Какой известный Вам римейк фильма оказался лучше оригинала?
hug

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Every wrinkle at my eye was put there by a smile. Every imperfection is perfectly part of me; all of my scars, the things that sag that didn't twenty years ago.  However, just because I am comfortable does not mean everyone feels the same way about themselves. 
Would you consider having plastic surgery?
kantarou1

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Would you consider having plastic surgery?

Plastic surgery encompasses a lot more than just nose jobs and face lifts--it also includes cosmetic repair after injuries or other surgeries (such as cancer surgeries). So, in the right context (which is usually after something really bad has happened), I definitely would.

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Would you consider having plastic surgery?
Some results of plastic surgery look totally ridiculous. Trout pouts and top-heavy tits only start to scratch the surface. And the botched results of liposuction and tummy tucks are enough to make one's skin crawl.

So I'm all for 'natural' personally and for making the best effort with what you have rather than resorting to the knife. I swear by exfoliation and moisturising - have done for many years - and where once I was ridiculed by peers because blokes just don't do that sort of thing (especially rugby players), these days many more follow.

Of course, there will always be a few who prefer to have a face like a bulldog chewing a wasp, craggy and worn.....but that's just not me.
beach

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Would you consider having plastic surgery?

Simple as it is: NO. I will never, never never, have a plastic surgery because of beauty.
I mean, I am as I am and I would change that. Aging is natural and so I like being.

Now, if I have a really horrible accident, maybe it will be needed. But not because I want.

Writer's Block: Merry Christmas

What is the best present you received this year?






This year, a beautiful figurine of two couples on a bicycle and a Japanese doll is what I got from Santa... and I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT!!! ^__^ I love collecting any collectibles or figurines that are attractive and stunning to look at.. a perfect way to add decorations on my room. . . mostly on two couple set of figures just like in the picture :D)

Writer's Block: Winter vacation

One thing I'd like to accomplish before the end of the year?

In reality I have no idea, but I think, I want to forget the past and move on with 2012. I guess I have an issue with what I've recently done in 2011, and I can't seem to let them go. They just keep haunting me. So I hope, and I really need to, start forgetting my past, and move on. It is a mission, and I'd like to accomplish it.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everybody ^^
Share one thing you’d like to accomplish before the end of the year.

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Would you consider having plastic surgery?


I flirted with the idea a few years back of getting the girls done. After 6 kids, they're definitely not as perky as they used to be. But, I'm such a practical person, I can't fathom spending that much money on something for vanity's sake. It probably helps that hubs is rather satisfied with the state of things, if you know what I mean. ;)
Mr. Pants Says

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Would you consider having plastic surgery?


I would never ever consider plastic surgery for vanity reasons. For corrective or reconstructive reasons, you betcha.

The biggest problem I have with cosmetic surgery, is that the results rarely look natural and almost always need maintenance surgeries.

All of that said, I often daydream wistfully of waking up with my 16-19 year old body. I fantasize that i'll be strong and healthy, not addicted to nicotine, at a healthy weight, and beautiful again.

If I had that opportunity, I would take better care of my health and looks, and would appreciate what I had more. See, back when I was that age I had No Idea that I was a natural Hotty McHotterson. My looks never matched what I was told was hot and I lacked the self worth and self awareness to See my self as I was.

Of course, I still lack the self worth to see the beauty I still possess, and on the rare occasions that I do, I immediately bash myself for being vain or proud.